i don't know of ANYONE who can ever live with this kind of shit on their own conscience.
i kowtow to you officially. you've won. you've successfully broken my heart.

and yet here i am, being the same person i was 10 years ago. willing and submissive.
i'm falling into the same rut now. i SHOULD know better. but my heart says otherwise.

blame it on my own stupidity and foolishness. and i love you too much to see you suffer anymore pain and stress.